| Saturday, July 21st, 2001 |
| 9:13 pm |
SIGH! Current Mood: aggravated |
| Sunday, July 15th, 2001 |
| 11:52 pm |
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| 11:31 pm |
THAT BITCH!!!, GODDAMMIT I HATE THAT BITCH.
:) hi,...SO I HAVE NOT SLEPT OR EATEN IN FOUR DAYS BUT ITS OK I'M DRINKING WATER. EVERY DAY IS WORSE THAN THE NEXT, IT GETS HARDER TO GO ON. EVERYTHING IS LIKE ITS ALWAYS BEEN. I HAVEN'T COME AROUND HERE IN A LONG TIME. ITS OK I'M FINE.RIGHT? I WANT TO SAY "HELLO" TO EVERYONE WHO ACTUALLY READS THESE OR TO ANYBODY THAT KNOWS ME. YOUR ALL VERY IMPORTANT! I'LL TRY AND WRITE AGAIN SOON. -GOODBYE Current Mood: crushedCurrent Music: THE CONSTANT JABBERING OF EVIL VOICES IN MY HEAD |
| Thursday, May 17th, 2001 |
| 6:42 pm |
THE WORLD ON FIRE
THE WORLD ON FIRE...TAXI FROM AFRICA...THE GRAND HOTEL...HE WAS DRUNK A BIG PARTY LAST NIGHT BACK GOING BACK IN ALL DIRECTIONS SLEEPING THESE INSANE HOURS I'LL NEVER WAKE UP IN A GOOD MOOD AGAIN I'M SICK OF THESE STINKY BOOTS. Current Mood: highCurrent Music: DOORS |
| 6:36 pm |
THE WORLD ON FIRE
THE WORLD ON FIRE...TAXI FROM AFRICA...THE GRAND HOTEL...HE WAS DRUNK A BIG PARTY LAST NIGHT BACK GOING BACK IN ALL DIRECTIONS SLEEPING THESE INSANE HOURS I'LL NEVER WAKE UP IN A GOOD MOOD AGAIN I'M SICK OF THESE STINKY BOOTS. Current Mood: highCurrent Music: DOORS |
| 6:28 pm |
INDIAN SUMMER
I LOVE YOU, THE BEST. BETTRER THAN ALL THE REST. I LOVE YOU, THE BEST. BETTER THAN ALL THE REST, THAT I MEET IN THE SUMMER. INDIAN SUMMER. THAT I MEET IN THE SUMMER. INDIAN SUMMER. I LOVE YOU, THE BEST. BETTRER THAN ALL THE REST. Current Mood: highCurrent Music: DOORS |
| 6:24 pm |
MY TOAST
I DEMAND THAT EVERYONE WHO READS THIS GREETS MY TOAST IN A COMMENT Current Mood: drunk |
| Thursday, May 3rd, 2001 |
| 6:17 pm |
I'M SO HUNGRY I HAVEN'T EATEN ANYTHING IN DAYS Current Mood: hungryCurrent Music: THE CONSTANT FORGIEN DRIBBLE FROM MY TEACHER |
| Thursday, April 19th, 2001 |
| 6:49 pm |
ITS ALL OVER NOW
ITS ALL OVER NOW.THIS IS REALLY HARD ON ME. ITS LIKE SHE NEVER EVEN CARED.SHE WANTED TO BE "FRIENDS" THAN she DIDNT BECAUSE SHE COULDNT STAND ME NOW SHE WANTS TO BE FRIENDS AGAIN. SHE WANTED TO GO TO PROM AS FRIENDS NOW SHES GOING WITH THIS OTHER GUY AS "FRIENDS" SHE SAYS. HES COMING TO TOWN AND NEEDS A PLACE TO STAY SO HES STAYING AT HER HOUSE FOR 3 DAYS. THAT BOTHERS ME TO. WHEN I TOLD HOW I FELT SHE YELLED AND CURSED AT ME AND CALLED ME SELFISH.SELFISH? THERES SO MUCH ABOUT THIS SITUATION THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE TO ME.SOMETIMES SHES NICE TO ME AND EVEN ACTS KINDA LIKE SHE LIKES ME THAN SHE TREAT ME LIKE SHIT. NOW IM LEFT SO ALONE I DONT EVEN HAVE MYSELF ANY MORE. Current Mood: NEARING THE ENDCurrent Music: "BABY BITCH" |
| 6:33 pm |
BROKEN Current Mood: depressed |
| Thursday, April 5th, 2001 |
| 6:02 pm |
LOSER
I HAVE A GIRL FRIEND WHO TELLS ME SHE LOVES ME BUT ACTS LIKE SHE CANT STAND ME.SHE HATES MY HAIR SHE HATES THE WAY I DRESS SHE HATES MY FRIENDS AND SHE HATES THE WAY I LIVE MY LIFE.SHE DOSENT DO ANYTHING SHE SAYS SHE WILL. SHES TAKEN BACK EVERYTHING SHES GIVEN ME. SHE COMPLAINS ABOUT THE WAY I TREAT HER.SHE TELLS ME I HAVE TO HANG OUT WITH HER FRIENDS AND THAT I HAVE TO GET NEW FRIENDS. SHE TELLS ME I CANT SMOKE HERB BUT SHE SMOKES CIGARETTES.SHE POINTS OUT MY FLAWS EVERY CHANCE SHE GETS. WHEN I TELL HER SHES HURT OR UPSET ME SHE GETS MAD. AND ALL THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING .......... BUT NONE OF IT COMPARES TO THE GOOD TIMES WE HAVE. Current Mood: UNLOVED |
| Saturday, March 10th, 2001 |
| 10:16 pm |
LIFE
Life is its own Terminal illness Current Mood: sad |
| 9:09 pm |
Click-Click. BLAM! Current Mood: DEAD |
| Thursday, March 8th, 2001 |
| 7:34 pm |
THANK YOU
I JUST WANTED TO THANK ALL THE PEOPLE WHO READ MY ENTRIES AND DON'T RESPOND!! Current Mood: SARCASTIC |
| 7:28 pm |
SIGH
I HATE MY LIFE Current Mood: gloomy |
| Thursday, February 22nd, 2001 |
| 6:44 pm |
PATHETIC Current Mood: pessimistic |
| Friday, February 9th, 2001 |
| 4:46 pm |
Its like im never really awake like everything is one perpetyual trance..........nothing is real. I see everything happen in front of me.It passes me.....but I guess I dont care anymore. Sometimes I really Trick myself into beliving Im numb to the pain or that im stronger than it. *smirk* Current Mood: depressed |
| 4:41 pm |
I MISS YOU
You come back today. I miss you so much I cant wait to see you. its been 3 days of hell. Current Mood: sad |
| Saturday, January 27th, 2001 |
| 2:54 pm |
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| Thursday, January 25th, 2001 |
| 3:09 am |
PEACHES
MY FRIEND BLEEDINGTEAR HAS STARTED A JOURNAL Current Mood: content |